Like many adults I discovered that I had aspergers from observing an autistic child in the family. However, it isn't my own child. It is my niece that has autism. Nobody else in the family understood her, but I did. While trying to be autism aware in April, I came across several diagnostic tests. I took them mostly because I realize I have understood every meltdown that she has had. I scored between 40 and 43 when mid thirties may indicate an autism spectrum disorder. I also have a low emotional IQ. I discussed it with my physician, and he agreed with it. However, there has been no formal diagnosis. My physician saw no point because it wouldn't change my treatments. I am 41, and I am just now aware that I have autism. It is a great relief to understand why I have never fit in.

Anonymous
Kernersville, NC