from the first moment i felt...

from the first moment i felt he was diferent i ask if he was normal, the nurce say i was cracy.
i say to my husban something is wrong i dont whant to be autism, he look to me and say you are cracy.
the time pass and i keep feeling strange and the people stil saying i was cracy, so i ask for a consultación in the CANAM for autistic childrens and i say to my husband im going if you whant go but i am goin whith or whitout you if i have to walk i will but no one will stop me,... and he came whit us.
he was diagnosed whit autism and i cray i was right he has autism. i felt right because i see that i was not a bad mom, i was not spoiling him, there was a reason for his conduct. i felt right because i have a conecction so strong that i know he was saying me i dont feel good and i know it i was inside whit he in his maind i have enter i am part of his life i was... his mom
today i dont Heard his voice but i feel his heart and he knows he can count whith me in the moment he whants.
if i feel something even my husband lisent because he knows i know

vanessa arambula madrazo
mexicali, Mexico