Jackie Moon, My son and savior

I always knew Jack was different than other children.My mother and myself were pregnant at the same time and my sister Ally is 6 weeks older than Jack.Having the two of them grow up so close it was obvious of the differences but I never felt medical intervention was necessary.It wasn't until Kindergarten when his teachers told me of his struggles and problems that I took him to a neurologist.January of 2011, Jack was diagnosed with Autistic Spectrum Disorder as well as OCD and Anxiety. \With the support of family, friends,his teachers,his psychiatrist and therapist Jack has been improving on so many levels.I know this is only the beginning of the journey and I do everything I possibly can to make sure Jack has every opportunity to be heard and understood.His social skills and speech are his weakness. He is verbal which I am more than grateful for but not very easy to understand I always act as an interpreter for him so people can understand the thought he is trying to get across.Relationships are hard because people don't understand how much area in his life ASD covers.It breaks my heart that everyone doesn't read up on the disorder.I feel the need to learn all I can about it so I can understand my son and help him as best as I can. I am in sobriety and Jack is what keeps me going and is my inspiration to be a better woman and mother.I have extreme remorse and resentment for my actions and behaviors in the past but I can no longer beat myself up over it.I know I am the best mother I can be to Jack and each day both me and him growing.Jack is my son and my savior. Me and Jack against the world <3

Mia
Villas, NJ